I went to NJ last week and got 40 manga for $4. Mwahaha! I also got Monster High Cleo at the Good Will for $2 a few weeks ago :P I have the suckiest luck with humans, but material possessions are drawn to me like magic :)


( Went NYC yesterday )

Hi, peeps from the Hetalia meme!
You can call me Sora. I'm a 23 year old NEET from NY! Favorite things: Anime, dolls/toys, ponies/unicorns, lolita fashion

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TSURITAMA, GUYS!
Totally my fave of the season. So cute. Bet you can't guess who I ship :P Interesting since I have a thing for black hair/orange hair, so you think I'd be all over Natsuki/Yuki, but Haru is so wonderful <3 I love characters like him <3

Also loving Sakamichi no Apollon so far. The main boy reminds me of Watanuki lol

I was going to watch the new Eureka 7, but honestly, it's been so long since the original, it's hard to care. I even quit the new Last Exile half way through. Even my boy Dio couldn't make me care ;_;

I've been throwing myself into modding a Barbie castle into a haunted Monster High castle to keep my mind off things. I'm half way through. It doesn't look pro by any means, but I'm really proud of it. I'm trying to airbrush it but it

I need to start on my products for Brony Con. I have 3 plush left over from CPAC, but I want to make 4 more, plus I have 2 comissons from friends (anyone reading this, feel free to comisson a plush anytime :D) I hope some people there like G3 ponies, because I want to make Adventure Time customs to sell. MAybe Monster High or Jem too. G4 ponies are too small for me to work with. I have crazy shaky hands, so I need a larger toy as my canvas. I'm also bringing my Adventure Time buttons and a Finn hat, because what the hey. Maybe some peeps like more than one American cartoon if they like MLP. If I can get two posters signed by Lauren Faust, one is SO going on ebay.

Rosamund and Miette are getting close lately... :)

I'm still really proud of these outfits, even if I made them a year ago.

I''ve been approved for a table at Brony Con! I got a half table because I'm just bringing my plushies and making up some buttons. I only bought a one day ticket, but they say you must have a 2 day to sell. I'll have to figure something out.
I'm just going to wear pony themed lolita, like I did at MLP Fair. I'm just not interested in pony cosplay.

My next major con is Steampunk World's Fair in May (I'm looking at Qunnicon in CT at the end of this month, but I don't know if I'll be able to get someone to drive me). I'm still considering being Steampunk!Belarus. I have an idea in mind. Maybe I'll put it on and see what you guys think.

I'm still really not doing okay after being dumped. I just feel so hopeless. Guys never want me. How can I not feel gross? I burst out crying some days. I'm irritable all the time.
I had a horrible conversation with some friends on Facebook. It made my skin crawl. They thought I want to date to get married! I want to date lots of guy before I get married! I'm not looking for 'the one', I'm looking for someone with a pulse! You can see now, why I'm so broken up about not dating- I want to date lots of guys, but I'm already 23! I'm so behind. Most girls would think about marriage at this age. I just want an innocent date like a schoolgirl would have. I wish my friends could stop seeing me as an adult. I don't identify that way. I see myself as around 14 and I'd like if my friends could see that too. My parents have no problem with my acting like a child.
I also have a big problem with when people think I only want to date because of what society says. Yeah, the girl who dresses like a fairy princess when she goes out and doesn't give a flip when people call her names is oh so concerned with society. The girl who decided college wasn't for her really wants to go with the flow too. Good one. Good one.

I have a special plan for cons now. Guys very rarely speak to me at cons. Maybe once or twice a year.But for when they do, I'm going to carry my business cards all the time and if a guy likes my cosplay or something, he gets a card with my email address :) I'll say 'Email me and we can talk more about it'. I wish I had done that with the guy who liked my St. Tail cosplay without even knowing the series! He was super. I really missed out on something there, I think.

Random pic of Gertrude lookin' fab~

( CPAC '12 )

I just finished season one of Rozen Maiden! Onto season two now (I bought the box!). Souseiseki is my fave |D I love boyish girls in anime haha I'm almost disappointed Jun stopped being a hikkikomori XD; I'm not one per se, but I identify with the lifestyle.
While RM is a nice show, I wish peeps would check out Shinshoku Kiss if they want a manga about dolls! It's so obscure, but just as good as RM! It's by the artist of Tactics too :)

One week till CPAC. I'm sewing up a Finn and a Fionna hat to sell. I had last minute inspiration. Not sure why I didn't think to make them for MN...

I's so funny when people defend lolita fashion by saying that lolitas don't mean to dress like children; they just want to be fancy. Sorry, but I enjoy dressing like a kid XD There are some lolitas that do feel that way! Come on, it's not as if being an adult has any merits.

I made a Facebook page for my crafts business a while ago: http://www.facebook.com/sugar.labyrinth I think you can view it without an FB account. I'm not sure.

Does anyone have recommendations for yaoi manga?
I enjoy Junjou Romantica, so go from there. I like cuteness. It must be cute! Let me know if the series you're reccing is licensed or not. I'll read scans, but I prefer buying stuff.

I need to go in for a blood test ): I have a horrible, overwhelming phobia of pain, so it's always very stressful. I need a hug.

The old lady cashier at a department store today said I look like a doll X3 I was just wearing my pink Adventure Time tee and a skirt XD Not even lolita.

Some days, I think I'm very lucky that I have parents who accept that I dress like a little girl and collect toys. My parents may be over protective to the point it's not healthy, but this is one of the reasons I can put up with that :)

My journal has been too sad lately. Let's have a happy doll post! Appologies if you've seen this on Tumblr or FB.

( Dollies )

I think I have enough stuff made for CPAC now that I can relax and work at comfortable pace rather than a work till my hands fall off pace.

I've decided to drop most of the current anime I was watching. I realised that they could never make me as happy as catching up on older anime. Now I'm just keeping up with HxH and Precure.

I've been getting back into the BJD hobby again. I'm going to sell two of my dolls and get different ones instead. I like them, but there are ones I like more. I realised I'm only holding onto to them because I love stuff in general. But now it's time for new stuff! It is depressing that I can't pose and photograph my dolls due to my back pain, but I've decided just looking at them and having them there for me is enough.

I looked up tips on appearing confident- all were geared towards men. Because women are always perfect little dolls. We don't have feelings and everything comes so easy for us. Sorry, men, but some women are broken little dolls that belong in the trash bin. Some us need help to be fixed.
I think maybe people don't understand why I'm like this. When I was young, the teacher had to force children to play with me. When I was older, every single guy I've liked hasn't wanted a thing to do with me. Every person (in real life that) that I've made an effort to be friends with hasn't wanted me. A person would have to be a saint to not be affected by that.





spiderling sent me such a cute skirt <3

All I'm doing these days is sewing. CPAC is April 1st. That's part of the reason that I was so upset Manga Next was moved from Oct. to Feb.- It only gives me one month to make more items. I'm stressing out about not having enough plush ponies in time.

My eye lid has been twitching for 2 months now. According to the internet, I should probably see a doctor... haha....

I kind of feel feel like I'm really loosing it lately. I've been sleeping on the couch during the day again lately. I had gotten much better with my tiredness during the winter. It must be seasonal. The warm months get me down so much. Pretty soon it will be too hot and sunny to go outside ): Just the thought is so depressing.


Whee!
We had a really nice doll meet in New Paltz on Sunday. The temperature was just right so we walked to the park afterwards. Someone had written on the park table "I really love cats" XD I forgot my camera so no dolly pics ): When ever I dress up in lolita, it's so time consuming that I forget all my real people stuff ;_;

I keep thinking I want to quit cosplay, but I keep promising my friends I'll cosplay with them >< But I want to make real clothes! Making cosplay is no fun at all *sigh* It's not like I'm even good at cosplaying. So much effort for little result...

I'm so lazy when it comes to internet things. I want to sell off some of my lolita stuff that's in the way, but ugh. egl sales is so daunting with all the rules.