deathberrry!! I got your card! Thank you! ♥

Stolen from loveanime18 :

( a look back at my cosplays in 2009 )

I realised that I've begun talking more on FaceBook than here D: Oh the horror of it all.

A had a snow day today! Whoo hoo! No pic of it this time, sorry. Didn't accomplish much. I just packed up some old toys I sold off on the MLP forum so I can ship them out tomorrow (I made $14 just selling junk :Db). And I worked on the cards for the secret card exchange on DoA (I'm going overboard again, but not as much as last year). Once school is done, I can do my LietPol secret santa. I've decided to make it a fic rather than art. I'm actually not looking forward to this at all. I won't do an exchange like this again next year orz
Speaking of Secret Santas, I feel off by not joining the one on Smack Jeeves (the web comic site) again this year :/ I'll have to get back into it next year.

I really, really want to have a Heart no Kuni no Alice cosplay group! Anyone?? :DD Plz? I'd tell Jess to be Vivaldi/Queen of Hearts but its so complicated with all the poofiness ^^;;;;
I'm pretty sure I'll be doing my Alice for Anime Next.

2010 cosplay schedule I'm fairly sure of now:
Anime Next: Alice and blue flower shirt!Liet
Anime North: Kaiko and blue flower shirt!Liet (I couldn't choose one con for it so I'll just get my money's worth :p)
Manga Next: Plenair
Yes ♥

FuyuComi is coming up. Since I only have $14 (oh wait, I found $3 in my laptop bag!) $17 I'm going to bug Mom to lend me some so I can get some stuff. I know I'll be asking for the FranSey anthology. The SwissLiech one is super tempting, but I just don't have the money for 2 antholos. I think I'll just also get one or two of Dot K's LietPol books. I missed buying doujinshi so much ;^; Oh, being poor...


OMG YES NEW FLAIR BACKGROUNDS ON FACEBOOK. *brb arranging them for hours*

Dude. My yard. It's like a magical fairy land, I swear. Er, as long as the neighbors decide to be quiet that day and you ignore the trash in the river :Db But seriously, there are deer and bunnies and all kinds of forest friends to romp with |D

Other than that, I think Disney World is the only place I've been that I'd want everyone to visit XD

Thank you so much everyone who sent me virtual gifts! My profile is fabulous now X3 I feel very loved. ♥

Snow in my yard:



I think Holland's character design is boring :p

As people on Face Book know, I didn't go to Moku Con today. Not only was Mom worried about the weather (and rightfully so, it's snowing like whoa!) I had one of my headache episodes yesterday and felt so awful I couldn't get anything ready so I decided to just forget it. ;_; If the con wasn't 2 hours away, it would've been okay. I hate living way out here so much >< I don't have a single friend out here and there are no cons near by! ):

So Mom took me to see Fantastic Mr. Fox today. It was really good. I thought it would be a waste of time kids' movie, but it was actually really good. Everyone should see it.

And when I got home, I got my package from the gift exchange on the My Little Pony forum:

( Please don't make fun of me >: )

Edit:
Oh, I mailed some cards again today. I just wanted to say that I put sealing wax on them and it came out nicely. So I'm not responsible if the post office mangled it!
I'm trying to use what I have up so I can buy more at the next ren faire :3 lol

My family had a computer since I was born. We only used it for games, though. I remember being 5 watching my dad play Mortal Combat. i loved it when he ripped people's heads off :DDD (and you wonder how I turned out like this?). I would spend hours playing Sierra adventure games ♥
We only got internet in 2000, I think. I was maybe 12. To this day, my family is always very behind in technology. Anyway, we got it only a few years after I stopped playing with toys (which was when I was 10 XD I grow up veeeeeery slowly), so it gave me a replacement thing to do with my time.
I used to mostly use it to visit Digimon sites. I used to have alot of cool friends back then, but the only one I still talk to is psykofishie (thanks for not giving up on me ♥). I also have one of my old buddies on FB now, but he grew up and I didn't so we don't have anything to talk about ;_; I wasn't so uncomfortable using AIM back in the day either.
The interwebz have totally transformed my life. It's allowed me to actually have friends besides just blue_rose_sama XD (not that I don't love her :p). The internet cheers me up when I'm bored and lonely. It gives me a sense of purpose and it's just very comforting. I'd be lost without it.

I'm sending the Christmas cards for my friends in other countries out today. I want to make sure they have plenty of time to get there. I appologise now that they look like a 5 year old made them orz It's the thought that counts, right? :p

I wish I knew for sure if I was going to MokuCon this weekend ;_; I want to be Christams!Liet to go with xsayaotanashi's Poland ): I don't think I'll know till Friday night.
I actually had a nightmare last night that I went to Moku but forgot my cosplay XD lol

Speaking of Liet, I want to cosplay that picture of young Liet in that shirt with the blue flowers sometime next year. Maybe as an extra for Anime Next (Hey, xsayaotanashi make a matching Poland XD) and Anime North. I figure I should bring an APH costume to Canada because I'm not sure when I'll ever get to cosplay in another country again XD So I should meet other Hetalians while there :)

Thank you everyone who did the time capsule meme for me ♥ I read them now instead of waiting and they made me really happy *hugs all around* I'll read them again in 2010 too!
Still not too late to write one for me!
http://tsutomu.livejournal.com/674453.html?thread=32282773#t32282773

I haven't worked on my LietPol secret santa yet ;_; The request I got is really hard. orz

Still one more week of school before finals. Someone kill meeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Edit: I just got an email confirming my table at CPAC :DDDD Now to make stuff nonstop over break

【THE TIME CAPSULE MEME】

Please do this for me, if you have time. I met many of you only this year, so it'll be cool to see how we grow as friends in a year ^_^

Official Gakuen pics are up!
http://community.livejournal.com/hetalia/4973702.html

Huge thanks to Kat for all her hard work *hugs*

I was going to link Nee-san's pics but I think she friend locked them on Facebook :/

But I think this is especially cute:

Oh, fyi for new friends: I'm the Belarus.
Between me wearing flat shoes and Russia wearing heels, She actually looks taller XD It worked out!

(D.N.ANGEL Friending Meme)

Because DNAngel used to be popular and now it's not. ): Gotta spread the love.

I caught a cold from being over my relatives ): I'm never, ever around kids so when I am I get sick.

I got a late bday gift of a $20 Barnes and Noble gift card from them though :DDD Gonna go hang with Jess and spend it tomorrow. Also, got $20 in cash from another relative. I was thinking about what to do with it since I hardly ever have money, but then I remembered that I need it to send Christmas cards and packages ;_; (not that I don't want to send cards!)

( Questions )

Edit: Ah! I forgot to say welcome to new friending meme friends! Welcome, all two of you XD

Taiwan posted her pics from Gakuen!
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=8393&id=1734653105
♥

I'M READY TO GET MARRIED BIG BROTHER:
http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=123068&id=1734653105
XD

I'm making Christmas cards for those who asked for them :D I got 4 regular+1 postcard done so far :Db I'll probably send them next week. Ones going to other countries are being sent first to give them more time.

We made a chocolate cheese cake today. Do you know how hard it is to wait till tomorrow to eat it!? D:

Edit: BTW, I'm off from school till Monday! Then I only have one regular week of class, then finals week and I'm done. :)

More Gakuen:
http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v66/BlueIcyCrystal/Gakuen%20Hetalia

Happy bday yesterday to bureburehyatt!
Happy bday today to latostadora and jali_jali!
aaaaaaaaand happy bday tomorrow to loveanime18!

Woo hoo!

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. ♥

(once Kat makes an official pic post, I'll link it. Don't wanna spoil too much on here :) )

Prussia posted up some Gakuen pics: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=350226&id=778090710&ref=nf

I'll keep updating as I find more! <3 Now off to school~

"You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes."

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out.


1. FIRST NAME?
...Brie-Ann >>
But I respond to 'Sora' or 'Belarus' just as well :p

2. AGE?
21

3. LOCATION?
A very small town out in the country side of NY

4. OCCUPATION?
Student. Loser. Failure.

5. PARTNER?
None in my 21 years. Yeah, I wouldn't want me either :/

6. KIDS?
I'll never have any. Ever. First of all, it would not be a good life for the child. Incase you haven't noticed, I can't even properly care for myself. 2nd, I have so many medical issues, I'm sure it would not be healthy for me to have a child. 3rd, I'm extremely selfish and love my body way too much to share it and I have horrible phobias about pain and discomfort (this is the #1 reason, actually). And last, I don't like kids :p

7. BROTHERS/SISTERS?
None. I wish i did though. I'm lonely and bored ;_;

8. PETS?
2 cats, 2 dogs, 1 rat, 3 fish, 2 frogs

9. LIST THE 3/5 BIGGEST THINGS GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE:
I...have no life D: Um... I'll try...
1. I'm failing my classes
2. My health sucks
3.Getting ready for Christmas :D (gotta make those cards!)

10. PARENTS?
I love them. If only they realised the stress they accidentally cause when they try to help me...

11. WHO ARE SOME OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS?
blue_rose_sama, xsayaotanashix, katlovescookies, kawaii_syaoran, shinigamixiii, and I can't wait to meet redstars irl soon because she is so awesome and nice ^_^

I'm back from Gakuen!

pagaille! I have your Gakuen patch! no I'm not holding your stuff hostage to make you hang out with me

I don't have any pics of my own from the meet, except for Prussia sleeping on Austria in the train :P I'll make another post with links when other peeps post their pics.

Jess (Ukraine) and I caught the 9am train in Beacon along with Prussia, Austria, Liet, Estonia, Greece, Cuba, Germany and Latvia. I had no idea so many APH fans lived in our area! How did Prussia get to know them all? D: I wish I had APH friends around here! None of them really talked to me though so whatever.

We got into Grand Central and I bought a passion fruit gelato since I was too nervous to eat breakfast orz Then Italy, Iggy, Switz, and France met up with us and we walked over to Byrant park.

We waited around a while for everyone else to show up and some girl recognised us as Hetalia! I talked with her a little because some how my entire personality changes when I'm with people who like what I do and I can suddenly have a conversation like a normal person. :P
Then we went over to the NYC library to start the shoot. Nearly all of the posed photoshoot pics are from there. I got so many OTP pics with Russia X3 I was so happy! I can't wait to see the pic of us being scarf buddies XD (I swiped one of the other girls' scarf :P)

But after the library shoot, things kind of sucked. The group walked 15 blocks to Central Park. It is not fair to asked someone who hurts all the time and is always tired to walk like that ;_; I kept nearly falling over. I had to alternately cling to Ukraine, America, and one of the photographer girls in order to stay up right. It really sucked. The worst part was, I could not figure out the point of the journey! The part of CP we were in looked no different from Bryant!

So after that we really needed to go home and we asked what the best non-walking way to get back was. So Iceland and then Korea tried to hail us a taxi for a half hour. NY taxis are so fail. We had no luck. So I went to to the group and kind of pleaded that we really needed some help. So Switzerland took mercy on us and took us on the subway. I am so thankful for that! We could not have got back without her!

In conclusion, I had fun at the library shoot. But I will never do a photoshoot or con in NYC again. I'm just not able. I really truly hate that city. I don't mind so much going to just casually hang with my good friends, but no more shoots there. A small group of friends can be understanding that I'm pathetic and can't do much, but with a large group it just doesn't work out. It's a shame since I love cosplay and being photoed, but NYC is horrible. Sorry to sound negative ^^;;; It's just the type of person I am.

I only signed up for 2 classes next semester: more math and Fantasy Lit.
I'm just still not sure what I want to focus on. I used to be so sure that I wanted to write, but once I started college, I hated english courses so much that I gave up my dream of writing. Next, I wanted to study art, but I realise that with my skill level it will be a waste of time and not lead to a career. I just have no idea. Mom says maybe I could study to become a history teacher. I like talking in front of groups, but I just don't have a passion for history, more like just a mild interest. Hm....
I keep thinking about going to an agricultural college like in Moyashimon. I've lost my mind.

This is the list of people who I am exchanging Christmas cards with:
glareola
redstars
wayya
housyasei_san
shigure_doggy19
psykofishie
jenniferplague
pagaille
xsayaotanashix
deathberrry
song_of_truth
kaiyashe
And tsukeru, were we going to exchange felt plushies?

Did I miss anyone?

I also need to make a card to send with my package for the gift exchange on the MLP forum (omg I had so much fun sewing tiny Christmas dresses for the ponies it was ridiculous lol) and make cards for the card exchange on the BJD forum (skipped the gift swap on there. Just wasn't in the mood).
I'm going to drown in cards! lol

Tomorrow is the last day to sign up for lietpol_santa D: I need to think of some prompts fast!!

I started playing Neopets again for no reason. *dork* I'll probably quit again after December. It's only fun when they're running the Advent Calendar XD Anyone else have an account?

Only one more day to get through before the Gakuen Hetalia shoot X3

I'm trying to get my parents to go to the city with me in December and see the samurai exhibit at the Met and also see friends again. Anyone wanna meet me there? XD

I had to see a speech on dairy farming for school today. They gave out free milk and cookies. Clearly, this made it the speech EVAR.

Thank you so much for all the kind words on my last post. You guys make me feel special XD *group hug* If only I didn't live so far from you all!

My headaches are getting worse. i feel horrible everyday. It's so upsetting that the doctors can't do anything for me. It's so hard to get my homework done. I'm doing terrible in school.

I've been lonely too. Anyone wanna go out with me? XD; I know I'm ugly and stupid and have a terrible personality, but can't anyone see past that? I'd take anyone at this point.

I think Gakuen on Saturday is going to be such a relief to be with my dear friends and not worry about life. Hopefully, I won't be feeling terrible and will be able to keep up with everyone. ^^;;;

Edit: to add something happy: Episode 43 is like my fave ever now. I love Bela XD I hope I can be that creepy on Saturday!

I want to draw. Not even well, just average. It's all I want in the world.