Ah, no one but my lovely Poland has confirmed for August 15th yet ): *worry worry fret* 3 or 4 other people are interested, but I need to hear back about that specific date :/

Anyway...
I want this doll head: http://kappa.cyberzue.org/dollgru/ ♥ (is it just me or are the dolls kissing in the banner both boys?)
Only 3 days left for ordering it, though ;_; I've been wanting another doll so much lately (probably due to my boredom lol), so I'm trying to talk to my mom and see if I can give her some money and like layaway the head with her or something... (I sold a bit more stuff so I have a little cash now ^^;;) I'm mad that I missed out out that cheap Serios, so I want this boy instead XD His mouth is cuter anyway.

Oh I did make that post about skinny/non-muscular SD boy bodies.. my thread got merged -_- I swear I searched and didn't find anything before posting. But anyway, I hope if I do wind up with a floating head, one of those lovely bony bodies will work with it ♥ (however, from the looks of the posts to that thread, there isn't much to choose from... Darn normal girls' preference for muscles! lol)

Today, I bought a plain black tshirt so I can make my own 'I ♥ yaoi' shirt (money is too tight to spend $20+ on a premade one). We'll see how that goes. I usually ruin nearly everything I touch, so this should be interesting.

I checked out Monster Mini Golf as well. It is a small place, but kind of cute. It's all black light and glow in the dark. I don't think taking pics in there would be really smart, so we'll have to take pics other places. It's not like playing there would last us all day, but it should be fun and then we can go to the mall (or anywhere else in town. Whatever). The place doesn't open till noon, so i'm thinking 1:00 for meeting up? So...August 15th, 1:00 Middletown, NY Monster Mini Golf, anyone who wants to come! ^_^ I think on Monday I will post about this on the comm (alot of people are away for Otakon until Monday, I think).

I'm *so* worried this won't work out >< I'm trying not to care too much and get too happy about it just incase orz I'm even more concerned about the meet at the fair this month since only one person is coming to that (if they cancel, it's just my lonely self ;_;). As soon as they give me date that's good for them, maybe I'll put that on the comm too...

Edit: If you're coming and any of this sounds like not a good idea, let me know rather than you just not coming ^^

OMG WHAT IF I BUY AN 'I ♥ YAOI' SHIRT AT CTCON TO WEAR WITH MY CASUAL HUNGARY COSPLAY FOR THE MINI GOLF MEET UP :DDD

...*cough* You didn't see this entry...

Do any of you fine folk have any good APH fics from the following pairings: Lithuania/Poland, Greece/Japan, Belarus/Russia, Spain/Romano, Korea/China, Sealand/Latvia, or US/Canada ? Any age rating is fine, as long as it's good :Db

Now, for my Vocaloid peeps: Any good Kaito vids (no Nico account, though) or just mp3s? Last time I asked this, i only had Len fans on my f-list lol (not that I have anything against Len!). Also, any good Kaito-centric fanart sites? I also would not mind being linked to anything involving Mikuo/Kaiko ^^;;;
Even though I've liked Vocaloid longer than APH, I'm still kind of a n00b with it orz

Is it just me, or is that like the cutest thing ever?

I need an icon of the cow. With his little cow nametag. Like yesterday.

Reminds me of the News from Disgaea 2. :3

Okay so can I just say how excited I am for Middle of Nowhere, NY Orange County Fair APH meetup later this month? :D Heck, I'm just happy some else lives around here! So far, only one person is confirmed, so it'll be a super small meet, but...yay a person! And now I don't have to go to the fair with my parents like a loser! XD I'll be casual Hungary to the fair, I think :) If this meet works out, I think next month we'll do Monster Mini Golf together (katlovescookies, maybe you'll have saved up enough by the time we do that meet? :D), which I've been quite curious about! I'm so not depressed anymore! I might be able to finally make friends that live near by ;_; *tears of joy* Huge thanks to ohariko for encouraging me to make that post ♥ I would not have if no one pushed me ^^; I just hope everything works out :/ *bad past experiences with friends* Anyway, I think when it gets closer and we work out time and date, I'll post on the comm to advertise one more time (I can't blame anyone who didn't post on my original post- it was so vague ^^;;)
Oh! And Jess is going to Splash Down (water park) with me on Monday ♥ All is right with the world again~

Any of my city peeps wanna trek out here and see what a real country fair is like? :D

( Pic spam of *~me~* I know you can't get enough of me :p )

If anyone else enjoys the American graphic novel series Off Beat, would you consider joining the letter writing campaign? Please? I'm sure if you've read the first two, you're dying to read the end. Who knows, maybe TP will post the last book for download or something.
http://rosebud-tea.livejournal.com/1566.html

Edit: Also, Middle of Nowhere, NY APH meet up, y/y? http://community.livejournal.com/hetalia/2890995.html

I wonder if it would be alright to post on the APH comm and ask if there's anyone in my area woho'd like to meet up. I'm afraid to, since it's such an obscure area... Should I go for it?

I want to make an entry, but everything, both irl and online, is so incredibly boring lately. There's nothing to talk about exept for how boring things are lol
I find myself feeling both sad and insanely jealous when I read lj entries about my friends having fun and i know that's so screwed up. I should be happy for them. It's just that I hate being so alone out here. I mean, I have my parents and pets and random wild life (I...caught myself talking to an earthworm today...he was about to fry on the cement so I picked him up and while transporting him to the shade, I actually said 'Let's put you over here, okay? :D' THIS IS WHY I NEED HUMAN CONTACT HASDGAHGD), but it's just so boring and lonely here. Ugh.
I have a hard time making myself do anything but browse online and play P4, because I just want to hang around with friends. Nothing else really makes me happy :/ (that and I'm tired all the time, so that does not helps matters) Well, yesterday I did draw my design for the bjd outfit design contest (it looks like a bad Sailor Scout outfit with bonus clashing colors lolol) and it was kind of nice to actually accomplish something.
But my parents are all like 'You won't be bored when you go back to school :D' YES I WILL. I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS THERE EITHER. orz

I dunno. I'm really sorry for posting this. I just had to get it off my chest.

Well, I'm looking forward to CTcon at least. And then at NYAF after that, I should be seeing my APH peeps and that'll be nice ^^. I just wish I lived near these people ;_; It's like there's no point making friends at cons, since they will NEVER live near here.
Again, I'm sorry about this post. I'll try to come up with something happy to post soon. Oh Mom got me water color paper. I might try to do the rest of those APH requests in water color. I promise that I will get them done! I just need to break out of this funk a little bit more.

I think I'll watch the new Zetsubou-sensei now :D I'll try Bakemonogatari after that (Nisioinsin ftw). I need to try to get back into anime besides APH ^^;

Edit: I feel so selfish having posted this orz

At Japan Expo in France, Clamp was asked:

- Why there are no kisses in their works:

Ohkawa pointed to Nekoi and the latter answered that there is one small kiss in Wish and Ohkawa (I think) added the one in CLOVER too. Ohkawa then said "but maybe that's not enough for the french people?" (audience laughs). She also said that they have never been asked this question in Japan.

Oh, France.

Today, Jess and I re-dressed a ton of (my) Barbies to use in her webcomic. I can't wait for this installment XD I think I'll post the link when she posts the new pages *so proud of her old Barbies*

Someone on DoA is selling a Serios head for $40 less than it would be new (not to mention it would ship from PA instead of Korea)... What a time to not have any money. I want it~ It's so annoying, because if i still tutored Japanese or my grandparents still sent allowance, I would have $100. I used to be able to save that much easily orz If only I had an con art table soon ;_; CTcon and NYAF's tables are WAY too expensive -_-

Speaking of DoA... I'm considering asking in the photo requests to see non-muscular SD boy body sculpts...Somehow I'd feel weird doing that lol (but I think I'll do it anyway some time today...)

I finished my bjd sock outfit for the contest! Hoorah! No more being covered in sock fuzz every day! Even if I don't win anything, I still got an *awesome* outfit that I wouldn't've made otherwise. i really do think the outfit I made is quite good :) It's pretty clear which one's mine if you know my doll, so if you think my work on it is good...maybeyoucouldvoteformecough

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-- List your top 10 character ships.
-- Put all of them IN ORDER of your love for them. (10 to 1, 1 being my main fixation)
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( So much shipping, I could open a UPS )

I am so sorry to people who are waiting for art requests! I promise I did not forget and they will happen soon. All that sewing just got the best of me orz

To any other US/Can fans on my f-list: This series of fancomics is just love. If you haven't read them yet, scroll to the bottom of this installment and click the link to part 1 to start. I get all warm and fuzzy inside whenever a new part comes out X3


Cons plans for the foreseeable future:

2009:
Non Con- Haku from Naruto and Rena from SO2
Castle Point Anime Con- Juri from Digimon 03
Anime Next- Hungary
Conecticon- Lithuania
New York Anime Fest- Gakuen Belarus

2010:
Non Con
Castle Point Anime Con- Schoolgirl Poland
Anime North (I'm praying this will work out!! I wanna go and hang with redstars so bad! Anyone else go there?)
Anime Next
Manga Next
(will only do CTcon again if Anime North falls through)

I really should shut up about cons soon. I have no life *sob*

( A mess of pics of my Pink St. dolls + Mai kitteh )

Today, I went to a thrift shop looking for the sweater for my GakuenBela. The only one I found was too big (unless I wanted to pretend I'm borrowing Russia's lol), but I got alot of nice clothes for myself instead :D I'm wondering where I can wear this one dress without looking too fancy...

It occurred to me today, that with a different wig, I can make my Bela be Poland for another con XD I'm thinking CPAC. Hooray!

I was telling my mom how I don't have enough money to go to NYAF, but I really wanted to see my new friends from AN again, so she said she'll pay for me ;_; Why are my parents so nice? I don't even deserve it. I'm a lazy bum who sits in front of the comp all day lol But yeah, anyway I guess I'm going to NYAF :D Probably just Saturday (during the school year, money issues, mom probably would not like me spending the night in nyc, etc.). I think I'll wear my Gauken!Bela that I'm making for the October meet. I'm not sure that I want to be Hungary again. I feel awkward in that thing :/ She just doesn't suit me, I think. Or it could be that apron. I hate that apron. It looked nothing like that on the pattern packet ):

Progress is still coming coming well on my bjd sockout fit. Finished a few more bits today. I wish I could show it here, but the rules say I can't show it before the voting :p However, I'm going to take a break because I really want to make Rosamund's Taiwan cosplay so I can carry her with me at CTcon. I was too busy making my own cosplay for AN to get Rosa-tan's done in time, but for this con I'm just wearing Mom's old military jacket and calling it Lithuania XD lol *will be such a fail Liet*

I listened to a bunch of PatD songs today because of yesterday's news ):

Name a fandom and I will give you my top three pairings and a little reason why.


(I have fandoms on my profile, if you don't know me well)

So i had a great day with Jess today. We watched some Avatar and the movie trailer, so I'm pretty excited about the movie now. I also got an idea for my pic for the DoA party photo contest. Mango coconut icetea was crazy good.

But when I got home and checked FaceBook, there was sad news- Panic at the Disco broke up ;_; People who know me know that I'm not too into music. PatD was the ONLY band where i know all the members names. I spent many hours last year watching them on You Tube while both my parents were working and I was alone in the house, they kept me from being bored and lonely. I love their music the most and I think they are entertaining people in general. I know that they said they will continue to make music, but it just won't be the same without all of them working together. I'm gonna miss Brendon groping Ryan on stage. Well, I'm not too upset, just very unpleasantly surprised. But I guess that's how it goes with bands. I wish the boys luck and I pray that Ryan will sing for us some more in the future. He has such a sweet voice.

Happy Alfred Day Or 4th of July, if you'd rather.

Icon, just because it's my only with Al in it heh.

Today wasn't too bad. Still as boring as any other day, but I got to go in the pool the first time this year.

My bjd sock outfit for the contest is coming really nice now. I have renewed faith in my ability to sew small cute things with out a pattern :D I just need to figure out some technical stuff like how to get the top to stay up ^^; The 'no ribbons' rule is really challenging... Edit: Ha! I read the forum and there's a loop hole to that rule! Ha! This still doesn't solve everything, however...

So like, people always post pics of their rooms. But how about yards? I always wonder what people's yards look like. So here's mine.

( In the woods in the middle of nowhere +BJD sewing )

Dad disturbed a nest of baby mousies out in the shed today D: I held one (Dad dropped it into my hand. It was so soft and warm *o*). They were so tiny and pathetic. I hope their mommy comes back ;_; (don't make me sad by saying things like their mom won't want them now thanks)

Plans for Alfred's birthday: Light some sparklers. That's my big day lol (so unpatriotic) I'm very sensitive to sound and light so fireworks are out and we have no realative around, so yeah. I'll probably sew and draw more.

Oh! My LietPol antholo came today ♥ It's got all the best LietPol circles in it, so it was totally worth it.