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Sorry I'm not really doing cards this year. Postage has gone up too much.

My cat was really sick last month. He got a little better, but he sleeps all the time now. He just isn't right. I'm sure he;s going to die soon. I have a hard time finding words to talk about love because it's not something that I feel very often, but I've never loved anyone the way I love this cat. I've lost other pets in the past, but never felt much. Feeling so much is so strange and scary.

I wish this wasn't happening at a time when I felt so lonely to begin with. I have to try hard to keep myself from crying because for the past year or so, whenever I cry, I cannot stop. It lasts for hours and hours. It makes me feel worse than the original problem.


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Dec. 22nd, 2013 02:23 am (UTC)
Can you afford to take the cat to the vet, or is she/he just far to old and you know its just old age?

A lot of old cats start to have kidney problems later in life and sometimes if you catch it soon enough diet change can help to give them more energy. It can be simple as needing a dietary supplement that its body can no longer make do to age and overall body changes.

Though I've found that cats get depressed just like we do, and I its not uncommon for mine to spend a week or two over-sleeping and hiding. I ended up finding out one of mine was hiding in dark places because of terrible sinus headaches and the light was making it worse so he would hid in cupboards which scared the shit out of me because animals tend to pick places like that to take die.
Dec. 29th, 2013 03:15 am (UTC)
is the cat old? it's so hard when pets die.
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